monthly reviews (2025)

jan 2025

written up in early march, so relying mostly on notes than memories or emotions -

• asian art museum (haikyuu), moma (amy sherman - quite exquisite but so crowded on the free day, couldn’t make myself stay very long)
• christine, museum of art and crafts
• started running agian, ran mostly consistently-ish (listening to a podcast helps)
• cooking at home more
• stopped progestin
• connor’s second el abrazo milonga
• worked on this site
• draw with tunan (~3 days) - quite nourishing but difficult to do on my own
• seafood lover’s cooking class with connor / belated birthday gift
• manon ballet with marissa - how lovely
• transformation guild folks chat
• had lunch with maryanne,

feb 2025

a relatively quiet month - went back to MD for a large part of it.

• finally quit CJI,
• tunan and jerry moved away (D;;;);
• still helping out with miranda,
• connor’s el abrazo milonga (#3)
• helped out at bouqs @ whole foods for valentine’s day !!!
• went home, seeing the last tail end of winter,
• finally joined leopard.fyi slack group
• calls with chris
• did a singular park run, lol, so very out of shape
• seeing luis, leah, daniel
• checking out tango in DC
• hanging out with mom and dad

overall, still feeling very much in limbo. at work, steadily chugging on (with frequent reminders) to perform well and be a solid, reliable employee at mcgriff - while still attempting to nudge myself to try new things, explore, see what feels right or makes sense.

still some anxiety and depression, though perhaps not as bad at around december or earlier jan.

things with connor still unclear/uncertain.

nice being home.